Birthday weekend

This last weekend was my birthday....i usually feel very lonely on my birthday even with lots of people but this time felt a bit different.  it was comfortable.

i spent time with some people i cared about so it was good. . .Tha'ts really what its about right...thats why i usually tell people it's not my birthday when it is.

There was a girl from the past that was there, which made me happy.  

But overall, i hate parties centered around me.  Too much pressure.