Frustration and the upcoming

graduation is horrible. unnecessary.
i had the worst time dealing with it...that entire weekend was horrible.

too much really to talk about but some lowlights....
1) some asshole snuck in the print shop and ruined my prints....my baby, the largest piece i was doing for this line of work, "taking abstract expressionism and shoving it up pornography's ass"
I'm super pissed still and if i find out who did it they better hope i cut out their throat first.

2) n0 money

3) mom's in town and i have no money to show her around town in grand fashion

4)no celebrating bc of no money

5) unnecessary frustration from having a graduation and worrying about looking all pretty and shit

finally,

6)moving out from studio and apartment immediately, leaving no time to actually do anything but pack and clean....

fuck me.

i'm just glad to be home...

on a lighter note, there were probably only two things i am counting as great that happened....going to see Janice, a long lost friend, in New York and going home with mommy.

I'm really glad Janice and I got to hang out...it's been four years since i'd been able to. She was always a blast to hang out with and it was especially fun this time because we went to her senior ball, had a few drinks, stole a glass from a fancy place and then hung out with her cousins

as for now, i'm just trying not to lose my head....


i'm looking into politics and things now because of my summer studio thesis for Masters of Arts, Teaching.....
I want to make some work about our fucked up world right now. there's some fishy shit going on....
cheney, no explanation needed...
death threats on filmmakers....
disproval of new directions in US...
dems thinking like GOP and vice versa....

I think there's just so much happening that i was so out of touch with....

(my days now are like this
wake up about 10 oclock,
tidy until dinner, ish
eat, clean some more until late,
do research for about two or three hours in the news .....)